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Someday somhow
I'm gonna make it alright
but not right now
I know you're wondering when

*laughs humorlessly* 'Like that will happen... especially with Chris going down my throat each turn I make....' *hugs him* 'But I don't care... I'm glad he's acting this way... Because I like feeling worse... to hurt more... I'd like to die... but then there'd be something... I want nothing.. no light no dark no friends no love no enemies no hate.... I want to be hallow... It would be so wonderful to feel nothing at all....'