No, Claire. Stop laughing, Claire. This isn't funny, it's true. You shouldn't let your emotions get the better of you, Claire. Yet, you do. You jump to conclusions. Your too shy to tell your problems to people, and you just wait until they force it out of you. You wish you could say things and do things, but your too afraid of what that person might say or do. What if they hate you forever? What if they wish they never knew you? It's hard enough barely ever being heard when you actually do open up. What makes you think that they'll actually want you to open up, or to tell them that certain thing? Or to do that certain thing? You don't, and your too afraid to take that risk. You always were. Just be content with where you are now. But how can I be? I can't. I just be alright with it, but still, I'm too shy. Maybe I'm just making things up. Being the uber paranoid person that I am. Or maybe your not, Claire.....
Damn, my life to hell.
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