when i went to sleep last night i was happyly talking to bastian. As i was sleeping everything changed. I was alone in a dark, cold, and wet room. all i was doing was crying and feeling alone. like everyone was far away from me. i had a feeling like people either didnt want to come to me or didnt feel like helping me and was off on their own probablems. when i sat their i curled up in a featle position. i felt all those thing and was crying. after a while i suddenly felt and empty warmth from behind me and arms were over my shoulder holding me tightly. I look straight ahead after a bit but soon went back down to crying and wishing someone was really holding me like that. I everyually woke up after no to long.
vivi is my master · Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 06:28am · 3 Comments |