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I gess i didnt knowtest this befor till now. umm yesterday i was off the phone for a moment so i was listening to my music. i looked over and saw their was anothe cd in the thing. when i turned it over to play the cd i soon remembered what it was and started to cry. it turned out to be the cristmas cd we use to listen to every year every christmas when my mom,dad,me and my bro put up the tree. i was flooded with memories of how it use to be and started to cry. i wished i could go back to those times. when life was simple and i didnt have so much stress. i listened to about 2 and a half songs till i couldnt take it. after a bit i couldnt stand it any more so i turned it off. soon after i was called by bastian and he...well calmed me down. so i went to bed happy but still thinking about how that little event trigered some locked emotions about christmas. i still wish i could go back to those days. but i gess life is full of changes. i love you bastian.