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.....Why.....?
why can't i be happy...?
.... I may seem happy....
.....but.....
Deep inside.
I feel so empty.
GOD!
Im so worthless in this world!
I can see everyone.
They all seem very happy with their couple they are with.
but.
because of somebody.
my so called "friend"
found someone they "love" & deserted me.
......
I have my own person to love.
.....but.....
seems like my so called "friend"
....maybe got a bit jel--
....I rather not say.....
But im sure you all understand what im trying to say.
it seems if he hade plotted a plan.
he now ignores me.
He probably hates me.
To me.
His devious plott....
was to hurt me.
make me suffer....
....well....
I think he did i good job.
He's changed ever since he found his own love.
I always try to be a good person & helped him during his hard times.
.....But....
I was foolish to think that he would return the favor.
It was just his plott to hurt me all along.
I wish i never knew this person now.
I want all of this Pain to go away.
This may seem impossible
**looks at the scar on her knuckle**
damn it.
I get hurt too much.
I just want this to end.
End my pain.
This may seem selfish.
But i really want it to end.
.......End me now....If you want me to suffer.....Do it now...before i disappear.......
 Mar Mar Ryusaki · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 04:59am · 0 Comments |
