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well I'm going to Vancouver on the 18th, it's weird but I feel really really nervous about the trip. I'm going to go see Roni, so that we can talk face to face and see where things are going between us. I'm a little afraid of how things are going to go, because I'm still in love with her and I know that I will always love her. I think maybe even after all that has happened I could take her back, but I don't think I could ever forgive Jaxon and be his friend again, and I find that weird. Well I can forgive him, and I already have, but I can't be his friend again, not after all this and I know that she'll always have him in her life and that is an added complication. I guess the only thing to do is go down there and let fate take over for me. We always have to face our fears, and sometimes we even come out of it as a better person. Oh well, wish me luck and strength, and have a good one everybody.
-Jamie