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To me you are the kindes, sweetes man I haveever known. I would spend the rest of my life with you. For me, I know this sounds crazy, I have known that you were the one from the beginning. When you first stepped into my life I knew that you would change my life forever. Looking at my life beforei met you I know that it was empty, lonely and pathetic. You lifted me up and showe me what i could become. I would hate to lose you. You mean so much to me. When you hold me in your arms I feel safe, loved and cared for. Every time I see you I want to wrap my arms around you and never let you go. I want to feel your heart beating under my palm or against my cheek. I want to fel your warmth against me, surrounding me. There is so much I would love to say to you but I can't. At least not until I know that we will be together for a long time an that we are happy together. I would never leave you. I would be there if you cried or if you needed someone to laugh with. I really mean it.

I would spend my days laying with you, just you and me. We don't have to speak, we don't even have to have anything to do with one another. I love hoe I can just be held in your arms and I know that you love me. I have never felt that connection with anyone else and I hope that it means that you would be willing to spend your life with me not matter what happens. I would die if you weren't beside me and helping me find out what life is like. I means every thing. I would hate to just be one day without you. If you wish to tell me anything after you read this I am always listening. I don't care if you don't. I just wanted to tell you that I love you with all my heart.

I love to just look into your eyes. You are indescribable, too perfect for words. I want to trace your features so when i close my eyes I will be able to see your smiling face. I feel so alone when you are not with me that I feel as if my heart is breaking. I want to feel you beside me when I close my eyes but you aren't there. My hear aches for you and your warm embrace. I feel like crying when i see anna with jp and you are miles away. I would love to drop what I was doing and just go up there to see you. I never want to be without you, you make me feel like it is worth the time alone is worth it when i see you, even if it is for a short time. You can tell me anything at all, dreams, thoughts or wishes. I will listen and would enjoy to hear some of your dreams. I love it the way you can make me feel. I fantasize all the time about you, nothing bad, just that you are with me and we are very happy and content. well I would just like to finish by saying that I love you and would never do anything to hurt you.