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redrum and wine's Journal-the thoughts of a mad high schooler
....whatever to those of you who find this journal i shall apologize in advance for my ramblings and half crazed thoughts and half baked ideas. the daily life that is mine has thoughroghly fried my brain and konfuzzled me.
Sleep Overs
Ok, so I got back from Lauren's last night....I'm just now calming down enough to write about it.
Ok, firstly, just let me say, I love Lauren to death, but she can be the most obnoxious person I've ever met in some instances.
stressed
Firstly, how this all got started was that she was thinking of quitting band to join the lacrosse team, so supportive friend that I am, invited her over to practice with me because I have 3 sticks and I could get her used to the feel of the equipment and throwing/catching. So, she comes over and we walk to the pavillion in the scortching heat to practice, while there, shes like, come and spend the night at my house and we can practice more tonight and then some tomorrow.

Firstly, I know that when I spend alot of alone time with Lauren, something usually happens, so I wasn't really up for it, or for her joining the team for that matter, but what could I say?!? So I was like, I'll ask my mom when she comes to pick us up. Well, Lauren is watching when I ask my mom, so I couldn't subtley motion to my mom to get me out of it, and so she had no clue and didn't want to seem rude, so she said yes. So I get to go to Lauren's house that night.

It started out ok, but went progressively down hill from around 1 a.m. to when ever we fell to sleep. She argues about everything!!!!! Even nonsensical arguments she carries on until I'm ready to scream!!!!

First, she said something, I can't remember what, and in response, I said that I thought Johnny Depp was a hypocrite, even if he was hot. To which she got all offended and asks me why. Its because he said that he's raising his kids in France to get away from the snobbish and over-bearing society of America, so he has opted to raise his children on the french riviera (which is nothing but rich people and besides, france is known for its lat'e da I'm better than you attitude) yet he has no trouble accepting money from America when he makes a movie here. So I called him hypocritical. Lauren then for some reason got all mad and said "oh god! you read those magazines!!!! Like the one in your kitchen don't you! (my mom had a people magazine in the kitchen) and she gave me this oh my god, you pathetic thing look and I said ok, firstly, that was my moms magazine, I don't even read people, I think its stupid to pay money for one, but my mom likes them. Secondly, NO, I didn't read it in a magazine, it was on t.v. awhile back in an interview with him (which I couldn't help but watch because....well....hes hot). Then she was like "well, would you honestly turn down all of that money?!?" and I was like, of course not! Who would? and shes like well your a hypocrite too then! to which I replied I know that would make me a hypocrite, but that dosn't make him any less of one either. and shes like well then you can't fault him for it!!!! I never said anything degrading about the man!!!! I made the simple statement that I thought him to be a hypocrite, I didn't expect this giant explosion and debate about it!!!!
(that was ll paraphrased, just so you know, this argument was like 20 minutes long)
>.>

Then later that night, we got into a discussion about god. I can't even remember what it was about!!!! But it turned into an argument about how she believes and that she dosn't think "her" god would be so cruel as to refuse a suicide (who had good reason to kill themselves) into heaven. (then she got off onto the rant about the school girl who was made fun of in school and eventually killed herself because of the torment) and I said, well obviously god knew what would happen, yet he allowed it to go on anyway, so why didn't he stop it? To which she responded, because god gave us free will!!!! and I asked, very calmly, mind you, "do you believe god is all knowing?" and she said, of course!!!! Then I said, then how did he not know that this would happen?!? I'm sorry, but killing yourself is a cardinal sin, because you are taking the greatest gift that "god" has given to you and forsaking it, there can be no good and justified reason for killing yourself. and she got all huffy and demanded to know who I was to talk about god when I didn't even believe in him.

Seriously!!!! C'mon!!!! I'm just trying to watch Romeo and Juliet here!!!! Besides, I'm not aetheist, I don't disbelieve in God! I'm agnostic, meaning that I don't have a defined point on whether a god exists or dosn't exist. I just want concrete proof that he does or dosn't, then I'll become either aetheist or religeous. Damn. Then she goes on and on about this and that about god and how I should believe and how she dosn't think a just god would deny a suicide into heaven.

....I fell asleep on her a**. I didn't even hear the rest of her damn ranting.
Then the next day, her creepy neighbor wouldn't leave us alone, and I came home in a pissy a** mood.

stare

Ugh, like I said before, I love Lauren to death, I just don't like her most of the time. Shes so set in her ways that she refuses to even once rationally see things from another perspective.
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*sigh*

Oh well....that was my even of the week, aside from nicholas comming home.
(great, that idiot is back now)
and he has dreadlocks. Hes white mind you.
(I haven't seen him yet)

so....Quote of the Day:
I'll smack you so hard your clothes will be out of style!
or
Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of.

P.S.
Check out my new multimedia. It made me cry, but I love it none the less.

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  • User Comments: [1]
    You should know how serious Lauren takes religion....It's just not a good subject to touch on. When I'm around people like that I usually just tune out and let them rant whatever they want to; it's not worth the frustration.

    My Opinion: I agree that suiciders shouldn't be allowed into heaven because instead of facing the trials God gave them, they turn to escape it. So not only do they decline God's effort to strengthen themselves they throw away the ultimate gift, life. I believe that hardship in life is given by God as a test of faith (will you blame God for?) and to help progress you into a better life. That's what the chapter Job was all about in the bible. God tested him and took away everything he had only to be proven correct that Job stayed faithful and still served under God full heartedly. I also believe that God is all knowing but he gave humans a choice to choose to live a life of sin and pay the price or to learn to live a life of good and be rewarded in the afterlife. That's my justification on why He doesn't stand in the way of things and lets them play out. It also plays w/ the whole Jesus and Lucifer arguement. I believe that God chose Jesus to be the savior of man because Jesus wanted to give man a choice and hope to persuade while Lucifer told God he would make them worship the one and only God.

    Ugh...that's my religious speech for now. I hate talking about it to others b/c ppl just get so testy. Politics and religion..I avoid those. B/c I know I'll either get irritated at my debator or they'll suck me in and we'll both be at each others throats...and I would win (because I would literally be at the other persons throat tearing at it w/ my teeth sweatdrop xp )

    comment Fatal_Rei · Community Member · Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 08:36pm
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