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we've been friends for as long as i can remember,
letting everyday pass by the never ending joy...
mix signals bring up a different flag between us
and it has confused us both
making us indesicive...
i still think about you up to now,
knowing what we had was special,
and still wishing to be there for you...
no matter what happens,
i wish for us to still be friends...
to have fun like we always have,
running around giving off energy around others,
like fireworks during a clear night sky.



that goes....inside the card of a friend... <3 even though we're near each other, we're physically and mostly emotionally apart... i screwed up..it got better, only because she allowed it to...but i still never wrote an ending to the s**t i did...

^^
the song i listening to..i tried to compare it someone...but..i just couldn't, until now.... " i'll remember you " ..iono who sings it..lol.

it's like my friend's the other half of me..comforted my when i'm down, and she's been there to have fun times... ~_~ if i were to pick someone to marry now... she'd be on my list with a few other special people...but i think she goes to the top :] anyway...

yeah, i give her the "someone loves you.... me!" block with a bear on top..maybe i'll take a pick of it later...lol. it goes in a baby blue stalking .. the other one...i give to WAIT! she's reading this...LOL...the other one goes to one of my other ate[h]s...ssssh..i bet she knows who she is..

everyone else, i bought sanrio i think it's called "chocolate" ...that black cat...i bought 4 of them.....and some TY beanie babies.....to some people, so that's only like 10 people...i'm a lot of gifts short u.u ..i'll buy them after x-mas .... LOL...but, that'll be with my x-mas money, LLOL...cuz $50 on the TY and Sanrio plushie-ish things is like too much..only like 10.lol..

baktrack <<====== too bad i don't talk to that friend much, her life seens like, busy and like she's preoccupied. yeah...
fastfoward ---------> OK! HALEY...she sent me my present by mail!!!! OMG---OSSH...I WAS SO HAPY..LOL. it was a package...she's in like alabama...and she still fuking sent me a fuking gift ...I SO OWE HER.....I NEED TO FIND HER SOMETHING SPECIAL... i bet it's in my room....hahaha. yeah...maybe one or two or more of my old mangas...and and...mix electronica cd, some pictures.....my gosh..mom'll be mad at me again for borrowing more money... ^^;;

party tomorrow at cassidy's..i hope that she like..like....will let me come. lol. i just left a message in her machine..and iono who's going...like if i have gifts to give...i need to make a fuking list..here goes..

~ = gets manga .... red = present not finished ... + = holiday snowman or gingerbread card....

~cheryl (chobits)
memang (bear, baby blue stalking)
~clara (full metal panic manga)
~cassidy (TY huskie)
vita (sanrio kitty)
~ham
*alan (initial d stuff)
~kristina (san rio key chain) Magic Users Club
*bobby
*cindy
stephanie (TY doggie)
*davin
~nicole {carera} ----oh, i have more to say after this..lol (Man of many faces manga #1,2)
monica (TY doggie)
*thinx*
*looks in cell phone*

ace
logan
ate[h] cesel (bear, baby blue stalking, ***********)
cat (TY kitty)
dorothy (san rio ktty)
ingrid
~cambaliza fam [jana, adrienne, tin tin ,kc, troy]
*Jon Ton
Jaqueline (chocolate)
Jasmine (chocolate)
kuya Pat
~May (san rio kitty)
*Megan [filipino one]
*Sarah
*Elizabeth
Ashlie [waters]
~Jess (dragon knights)
*anthony
Haley (wish #1,2, and magic knight rayearth #2)

*counts people* ... 37... ^^;; how the hell will i do that..hmm...let's go down the list with slashes and stuff ..first i must print....and ask anyone online if i missed someone..

while i do that....i should run around maybe giving away manga....LOL...and stuff i don't really use...nice of me, eh? LOL...
cuz i easy get rid of old stuff, but that stuff usually in good condition that i just am too lazy to look at and blah blah blah.lOL..
ok, the mangas go first...hahaha....then i'll did through some stuff i keep cuz, i'm a junk man :]

ok...i'm still thinking of presents...i'm missing a few people..8 people...that's not a few...

back! ugh...i need to add finishing touches like drawings or something..LOl..

no...15 people...my gosh..MY GOSH...@.@ DAMNIT..lol. i'll get them...iono...T-T i'll think of something..... @.@ ...i have a few days...@.@
well, gotta sleep..bye bye! @.@ ...