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"a feather drops down onto the pond...the sound of water softly comes into my ears. a warm breeze slowly flows all around me. a wonderful time just to sit and enjoy life. the trees dance to the breeze as the petals of their leaves drift towards the pond...they casually wander around the pond and land floating.. what a great day.i look at the sky...a beautiful sight...from sunrise to sunset i await here....as each star twinkles and each minute passes a breeze, i wouldn't mind sharing this spot with anyone..

a stroll through the park..what a pleasurful afternoon. the fountain lowers tension as the water falls and flows throughout it stone ..a waft of air follows my hand and i rest my arm on my lap onto a bench. sweet smells go through my nose as if i were handing roses to my loved one. it is a great time to live...to relax..and to enjoy life as it comes at you..

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as you can tell......i'm relaxed. lol. surgery day #3...hmmm eyelids healing alright. my head's so itchy...i can't wait to shampoo my hair @.@ lol. these big shades are starting to piss me off. bleh. i even sleep with 'em. meh. ok, i wander of some more.lol"


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taht was something i forgot to post log time ago...or if i did.... didn't see it...lol..
the card with the poem, i'm trashing it. for various reasons...... u.u
just...nvm....

so i'm sitting here playing gunbound, it shut down [evil internet]...so i logged back on to say bb and sorry i left her to battle these two other people w/ out sayin nutin. says bye.... then "luv ya" ~ a simple phrase used by people, just cuz they always do.... u.u i miss those words....haha.. simple words...yet mean so much...course, that's an online person i met just to play wif, so i won't take 'em too literally. lolZ

so, chaos...."after xmas clearance"...i bought extra-late xmas presents...but i need one more...hopefully i'll find one in time.... u.u and i need a few others...but that's just me....cuz i like others to know that i'm there, that they're a friend, so i have to get 'em something for x-mas...u.u and i feel bad if i don't. course you hear "no, i don't need anything" ~ or "you don't have to get me anything" ~ but but....yeah, like giving out presents...lolZ. cuz, it makes me feel good?! lol. saved $100 of xmas money in bank, $20 hidden to keep jus in case of movies, and i spent rest on gifts for people i haven't given any to... u.u yeah...i wish i had a job so i can give people gifts. i don't want to be that type of person that just gives cash in an envelope, i want to take some time to pic a decent gift for a friend and/or family member. yeah. XP

so, i have nothing to do...blah blah blah....u.u ~
just sitting here, typing. i think i'll tell dad to just get me netscape or netzero internet instead of aol. cuz ....it takes up less space in laptop..hahaha. and and..i don't know what else. XP.

hmmmmz...so many things i wish to learn. yet i'm not able to...cuz i hold myself back. i want to take dance lessons...or art....piano...but no....i just don't. not enough money...or i have no way of getting there...or... not enough time. i just wish, i had enough time for myself. even though it seems all i think about me....well, i'm not too happy with the things around me to start off with. XP

my family....care for my lil bro and mom. watch lil bro after school...stay and watch him. ^.^ i don't mind, cuz he just asks me when he's hungry and stays in mom's room to play or do hw, and also asks me for help if he needs it. then, i'm jsut down the hall in my own room sleeping/rest/being lazy. u.u i need to change few things ....

oh, new year's resolution....become pesco-vegetarian. ^^ and and.....no more fuking soda =D not even on special occasians..and limit chocolate intake, i'm addicted to those fuking things [yes, i cuss, cuz it makes me feel serious ~which i also need to kill all my cuss words to =D] so..lots of work next year...haha

Total Vegetarians eat only plant food. They do not eat any animal foods, including fish, eggs, dairy products, and honey.

Vegans not only omit all animal products from their diets, but they also eliminate them from the rest of their life. Vegans use nothing from animals, such as leather, wool, and silk.

Lacto-Vegetarians will include dairy products into their diet of plant food.
Lacto-Ovo-Vegetarians eat both eggs and dairy products.

Pesco-Vegetarians include fish into their diets. ~i'm a pesco-vegetarian...yum....shrimp/crab...haha

Pollo-Vegetarians eat poultry, such as chicken, turkey, and duck. ~how's that possible? LOLz...well, it just means limiting poultry more than usual...but that's how i used to be...kinda........lol

so...what category do u fall under? lol i would love to be a vegan....but...nah...lol. i like wool and silk, but yes, i avoid leather...but my wallet's leather.... u.u... and leather boots...and and....oh dammit.....Lol....one day..i'll find a way....haha.
i LOVE BEEF JERKY, ANY JERKY! MY GOSH...... *mouth waters* i thought of that exactly when i became pesco vegetarian. lolZ. oh well...is there such thing as fish jerky? lol...i wish i had some...but crab and shrimp's good. ^^ i feed bad for peeling shrimp...just eatign it's meat and throwing away it's body, kinda disrespectful...what if they were to do that to humans? that would be wrong to *reason why became vegetarian* ....so..when i grow up, i'm going to plan the shrimp's bodies and say a lil prayer in my backyard....it's good for growing plants to.....LOL....but, that's what uh....humans centuries ago did...not to put 'em in a coffin or anything....just bury the body....lol. but of course, people would argue with me that a shrimp has a small brain...and blah blah..inferior...blah blah...lol. but, they also catch dolphin by accident u.u ...so yeah....so much going on these days....i wonder happened to "Green Peace"~some natural good thing...saved a starving polar bear cuz of melting polar ice caps, and fish migrating as result...poor polar bear..i saw it on an infomercial probly 2am few years ago? lol..
well, gtg, that's enough for re-posting from 7 days later from previous one.
happy holidays! happy new year! oh...that means 50% off on '05 calendars....haha.....