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other notifize
today was student store & l was making these wrest bands, made from yarn. only it took atleast an hour to make them.So then l was worried no1 would buy them. & if no1 did buy them l would get SO pissed off!!But actaully l was sold out of the wrest bands. but l only made atleast 5 though.But still,.....
ya...
& this morning l found 2 things that l was missing [for a LOONG time] in 2 min.s ! Daddy says "it must b your lucky day!" but no. skool was the worst T-T
& During 1st recess made me allmost cry .
Jasmine[not Toady] & my "friends'[not anymore. were as l thought reading a not , but no writing a not . l know something was going on. Finally Andrea came to me from the circle & was a dirtraction, [ofcourse, l allready knew she was a distraction] l say"hey, why are you try to distrac mefrom there , is that not something about me ?" she says "hey look over there" l make a face. finally Andrea came back & handed me a not & says" it's note from some1" then she ran with the group wwwaaayy arcoss the feild.l was cerious to c it. but then l saw the words "dear ruth," l knew then. & l read the rest very slowly waiting to c wut the bad news was with the letters done with a blue gell pen .........
dear ruth,
We all all don't mean to be mean or rude
or anything of that sort. But we would like like lt if you stop acting "emo" or anything like that, it's getting really annoying . Nothing racist but youre the only non-asian person in the group. you're fun, but we think you fit in better with your old friends.
Sincerely,
jasmineK.
sorry.
andrea marie
MichelleLoo
VERY SORRY
ashely
~jasmineK.
sorry.
andrea marie
MichelleLoo
VERY SORRY
ashely
l was skocked REALLY . l thought to myself how was l acting eeemmooo partly most of it was a lie, l do not act emo, l do not TRY to be emo, & l'm not emo, l just don't talk because l have nothing to say !ya, l'm annoying, but isen't every1 !?! & if they were so sorry then why did they agree . l felt so angry & sad! My face turned red & l crumpled up the paper & put it in my pocket. l have no friends! & if l walked by myself then they would think l'm taking it too seriously! So now l think punch her, punch her over & over again . Asley came to me & says " are you okay, we, well ... l don't mean to hurt your feeling ot anything l'm so sorry" if your so sorry , why would you kick me out then? ofcourse l'm not okay! what do you think!" but instead l didn't want to be rrruudddeee now would l ! " no , really l'm okay * smiles cheerfuly l'm absolutly okay * smiles bigger*" she says "are you sure????" me says "... yyaa " she goes walking away slowly, l turn around & twiches eye. l held my tears.they weren't really friends anyway l just stay in the place were l read my note. & then l walk to Cookie Chelly starts laughing & goes some were . Cookie says "were Chelsea go" l take a breath & say "over there were the yard doody is "looks down with a sigh*" Cookie runs to Chelly, same place were l started b4 * takes a breath still looking down with a sigh & follows Cookie, slowly walking*
After skool
l walked straight home walking fast finally letting my tears fall & get home, put on my skates & leave.
l was passing my skool wen l saw Jasmine naturly sitting with the guys as allways waiting were to go for this friday. l saw him there too. so then l turned around & skated back to the house & switch to my shoes & ran to skool so l could go somewere with as allways. & l stoped running wen l saw him walking with Gina l feel so gelous wen l c them like that after skool he waves to me with a smile l smile & wave for a second . then frown at Gina & her lil brother .
l pass them & look back at him. & glare . & start running again but no1 was there exept for Ashley, Jasmine, Jacy,Alana,Durien,& more ppl. l says to Ashely "l thought we were going to go somewere today." Ashley says "Well sorry for ruening your friday" then Jasmine pretends nothing ever happend with that note & says " hey ruth wanna go to the park with us " l say " okay,..... l guese" So wen maries dad's car comes Jamine Jacy, & me go in, & go to the park.
l didn't even talk just bearly smiled & stayed quite. Jasmine, Jacy , &Marie went to get some water for there sand cake. then l knew Jasmine was talking about me because Jacy glanced back at me. so l go there too. but then Jasmine started laughing & got the water & ya...
they were gross , because they were pretending to be Lez in a comdoe in L.V. & then ever since Marie brought up " lookie this is my poosy.. cat" then the rest of the day was about poosy ew&w&!finally Jancy's sister came to pick them up , with a bad atitude so they to go. Jacy ofered me a ride, but l just wanted to get away from them.So l walked .
& today at the park was waste of time.
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before at skool l had to hangout with Toady, she was nasty talking about poop literaly & took everything as in a butt crack,& poop. she was making a ryme "cows go poop, on your shoes,you need shampoo"& wen she saw a sig on the middle of the pages on the crack of the page she allso did that " l'm write on [some1's] CRACK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" l hate your jokes ,l hate your laugh, l hate you , any1 have a gun!?! jusy let me punch her PLEEAASSEE *BEGGS* ???!!!!!!! & l had to listen to that piece of s**t aqll lunch recess! punshing Katie to hold the rope wen SHe was holding it . & further on the game , no1 wanted to hold it & l say"well Jasmine, you didn't want to hold it so there are you happy!?!" she just HAS to take thinfs so literaly "YES*SMILES & CLAPS*" oh god! please! * roll my eyes* then finally wen the game started she says "lets get a bigger rope" "oh come Jasmine make up your mind, you didn't want to hold the rope & the game started & you want a bigger rope! " l murmmered to myself.
al that recess the only thing going in my mind was " let me punch'em let me kill'em. let me get'em both!" both of the Jasmine are mean ,snoty, & a bucket is shitty !!!!
let me punch'em, let me kill'em , let me get'em both!
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after my 1st simple quest[which is taking REALLY LONG] l'm going for another quest!
& tanother 1 l like tada! l bet then everything will be expensive!!!!:0. right now the slippers cost up to 100k & higher . but if l keep my gaol l might make it at the end of next year or this year. it's possible! but for now, l'm just gonna try my best to finish my 1st dream avi, for this avi :')- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- -- - - -
uuuggghhhh ANOTHER thing! l got my graduation stuff, & l'm wearing a skirt,& high heals,or thos new shoes . but l just hope my sun burn is gone :0!! l'm wearing a nice fabricke blue shirt sleaveless, & a black skirt, & black tights [ew]& the high heals with a glass heal OR those new kind of shoes OH a skrunchy that matches me shirt but l'm not sure if it should be in a pony tail or in low looce piggy tails, but either mommy's gonna curl my hair so it's PROBIBLY look nice smile . & guese what? GRADUATION IS ON TUES DAY biggrin =3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh ya! on monday[the day befor gradtion!]is gonna our classes pajama day! my pajama bottoms' don't fit me :'( they're too BIG for me :'( even wen l tie it or use a paper clip my pants loosen. So l'm ganno have to hold then for the whole day xD. But oh well...... l'll figure a way to keep my pants up[that ssounds weird :'D]!
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