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So so. Haven't been on the comp. much due to groundednessicity. 0/28 assignments does that. But anyways, here's the skinny. The scam. The poop.

So my parents forbade me from the two things I most dearly love: the computer and Anime Expo. Granted, I could find ways around the computer problem but AX...that's five steps off the ledge in a cartoony manner, only to then realize that I am indeed off a cliff and fall to my demise.

But it's crushing my soul into an oblivion. Not only had I bought the $45 ticket for entrance into the convention but I also had quite a few plans for meeting people and spreading my *very* small internet celebrity and/or e-pimp status. Fo' sure. Firework fights. Meeting many people from the GCD and various other forums. Once more talking to the admin of the site, perhaps an interview with one or two. Taking pictures at the panel then making a thread about in the GCD. Buying crap for various friends, not to mention picking up Mini's a friend is making for me and other stuff I'll likely want. All in all, just general fun.

And all that is taking it's toll on my body. I'm bored and depressed to death and lie in bed whenver I'm done doing whatever it is that's supposed to be done. Crankyness is abroad in the house. Not to mention I've hit a dire crossroad in life. Like there's an iHop on one corner and a Denny's on the other. That's atributing to depression and overall lostness.

I dunno. Life in general is just sucking at the moment. Like a +1 Vorpal Double Hurricane Vacuum. To the max.

So I'm going to try to resolve this issue that's been at me tonight or tomorrow. Likely it'll mean I'll give up crap and a half, sell my soul for 2 pesos, 5 yen and a nickel, and overall regret it for a very long time. But then again, it's as equally unlikely that they'll accept it. confused