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HOW DARE ANYONE EVER TELL ME WHAT TO DO OR SAY I NEVER ASK THAT OF ANYONE. stressed Y IS IT THAT JUST WHEN U TRY TO TELL SOMEONE THERE WRONG OR TRY TO JUST LET THEM KNOW HOW UR FEELING THEY GET ALL DEFENCIVE

WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DERSERVE THIS HELL I TRIED SO MANY TIMES TO GET AWAY BUT THEY JUST PULL ME BACK NOT EVER AGAIN I GOT NOTHING KEEPIN ME HERE I WANT THE f*** OUT OF THIS HELL THEY CALL LIFE

NO ONE DERSERVES WHAT IVE BEEN THOUGH I CANT CONTROL MY RAGE IM AT THE POINT OF BREAKN EVERYTHING AND JUST RIPPIN APART MY LIFE NOT ONE IS THERE TO HELP ME TO SAVE ME NO ONE UNDERSTANDS I WANT LIFE TO JUST FREZZE IN THIS MOMENT SO I CAN DESTROY EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE

TO DIE QUICKLY OR BE REBORN AND NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING IVE GONE THROUGH HERE I UNDERSTAND NOW Y I FORGOT MY PAST AND AZKUL ITS NOT CAUSE OF THE TIME AND WAT I WAS REBORN TO IT WAS CAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER

ANYTING THAT WAS IT I DIDNT WANT TO CAUSE IT WAS THAT BAD I JUST WANNA END IT ALL ALL THE STUPID PAIN I GO THROUGH FOR WAT???????????????? A DAMN 9 TO FIVE AND KIDS F*** THAT I WOULD RATHER BE FREE FROM THIS NIGHTMARE evil Y CANT TIME KILL PAIN THOUSANDS I HAV LIVED AND I STILL THE RAGE FROM EACH TIME I CAN BARELY RIGHT MY HANDS ARE SHAKIN AND MY HEART IS BREAKING THERES NO WHERE TO HIDE NO ONE TO SAVE ME

THIS TIME ALL I WANTED WAS TO GO HOME AND BE LEFT ALONE AWAY FROM THIS HELL I HATE ALL OF U HUMANS U DONT DERSERVE THE AIR U BREATHE BUT YET U HAV NO IDEA WAT IS REALLY GOING ON SO WHO CAN BLAME U....................

..........HOW CAN U FORGIVE SOMETHING U DONT C OR FIGHT SOMETHING U DONT BELIVE IN WELL I DONT THAT IM THE HERO THE BALANCE THEY SAY I AM IM NOTHING MORE THEN A PERSON IN THE BACKGROUND OF A WAGING WAR NEITHER INTO OR SEEN BY THE SIDES JUST SOMEONE LEFT TO TELL THE TALE. ninja crying heart stressed exclaim