6-19-11
Through my own actions
I have imprisoned myself
I have cut myself off from the rest of the world
I have become my own padded room for the insane
My walls consist of playfulness and smiles
Everything you see and know
Everything I used to do wholeheartedly
Have now become my rules of behavior
I hide my fear
Because I am fearless
I hide my tears
Because I am incapable of crying
I hide my anger
Because I am always happy
I hide my love
Because none of my feelings are deep
I will stay inside my insane asylum
For that is what the world expects of me