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So I like Mr. Woody okay?! He just happens to be a wooden plank with face, Yes, just like Plank. So Mike and I are having fun ::Shrug:: and David goes, "Guys, stop beating the s**t out of each other and go to sleep!" So I look up at Mike and say, "Stop, David's trying to sleep..." and huff and fall back down. So he tries rolling me over o.o...So I fought him and by the time I could roll of the bed after repeatdly telling him to stop I smacked his hand. Whooo, that boy was MAD! So he got suicidal and I came back in the room after he had a hypoglycimic attack and calmed him down and stuff. But it really hurt that he'd gotten all suicidal. I make sacrafices for him, dammit, and it felt like I was nothing to him at that moment. "What do I have to stay here for...?" MAYBE ME?!?! I'd promised him a few days ago that I'd be there wether he won or lost. Err, and earlier I kept freaking out because he jokingly said something about cheating on me four times so I wigged out and dropped my ring in his lap to which he stormed out to take a shower...Then I started having flashbacks and realizing my mom was in all reality dead so I curled up in fetal position against the wall and bawled my eyes out. On Saturday wheen Mike was at work Kylee had told me all this 'BS' about Mike cheating on me with about three different people. Joe, Cassandra and supposably he was getting back with his ex, Ashley. ::Huff:: I can't say I almost didn't believe her and stomp my way back home to Maumee. Damn it hurts to be soo sensitive.