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Although it seems i'm trying to be light-hearted and entertaining, it's actually so, that with some of my poems or writings, I may occasionally be expressing a message or clue about who I am.

This is an extension of my thoughts about internet relationships.

Whether age, can be the factor deciding how well your secrets will be kept it yet undecided. Unfortunately, paranoia does swing around the bend once in a while, to pay me a visit, and keep me on my toes.

So tell me. Have you ever felt cheated? Ever trusted someone, and blessed this trust with a plethora of heart-felt ramblings, or worse, a secret? Only to have it extracted, magnified by four and used as a talking point.

We all say things for a reason. It might not be clear at the time, but inside, we're all just trying to make someone else show sympathy, and reciprocate these feelings - but glaze it with the oh so beautiful lie. "I understand"

Whether or not I'm a whiny british teenager is beyond the point. Read my other s**t, and understand what I mean by it. The poetry and writing everyone produces comes from deep within. For every last word scribbled hastily onto a page, or reluctantly typed as I'm doing so now, there is a thousand reasons to be heard for it's becoming.

swallow that ********.