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Whispers of the heart that can only be said through writing, because words said can be forgotten, while writing is words that stay.
V:Loneliness
Its ironic,
I feel lonely
when I'm surrounded by people.
People who care about me,
people who love me,
people who have always been there for me,
and I feel alone.
I care about them
but it's not them that I want to see the most.
I'm so selfish.
All I want is to see you again,
feel you again,
hear you say that you love me again.
That is what I can't seem to get though
and despite all that IS around me,
I miss most what isn't.
I'm scared that if I go back,
it'll just be another bad time.
Or worse.
What would I find if I searched you out again?
That you left without a word?
That you found someone new?
My mind swarms with possibilities.
I miss you so much.
It's not fair to anyone how I feel for you.
But I can't stop feeling as I feel.
So please, come to me soon.
Let me see you,
hear you,
touch you
and know that you love me.
Please.


Ayala55
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