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There's so much that I want to say.
All the things I think today.
The things that you did wrong to me.
The things I didn't want to see.
I could go on and on, with how angry I am,
how hurt I was, how it was all a sham.
How I did nothing to deserve this pain.
How you, even today, drive me insane.
But it would only take me three seconds to say why I put up with that.
Why I gave you a second chance.
Why I even considered it in the first place.
Why, even knowing everything I know now,
I might not know what to say if you asked me again.
Three words. I love you.
I wish I could say that I didn't anymore.
But even after all this time, my heart, though broken,
still lies in your hands.
I hate myself for it too.
Why does it have to be you.
I can't love someone right now all has gone wrong.
So here I find myself singing a song.
Not happy. A little sad. I can't say that I'm not mad.
Mad at you.
Mad at life.
Mad at me......
and mad about you.
You drive me crazy even now......
and this is why I can't do anything against you.
I can hate you.
I can curse your name.
I could even honestly say that you are to blame.
But when It comes down to it.
I can't deny.
The love still exists.
So hear what I'm saying and be done with me.
No more asking questions secretly.
Be done with me and be done with my heart.
Just leave now.
I'll pick up the parts.
 Ayala55 · Sat Feb 25, 2012 @ 02:43pm · 0 Comments |
