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I am so ******** pissed and....depressed. These two feelings or whatever mixed together really suck...
He was there...I tried talking to him... No reply. My eyes are again red, just like before. Soon there will be more cuts... I can't help it... He doesn't understand! I'm wasting away just waiting... For anything... I shouldn't I know... But I just want to... Expecting what will never happen hurts... But I still wait. Why?... Not like I need him anymore... Maybe I do?...I'm just confused... I need some advice... I need some help...