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Whispers of the heart that can only be said through writing, because words said can be forgotten, while writing is words that stay.
S:Hidden
Being alone
Only one way out
Red dripping down my body
Eternal pain and darkness
Dead before I hear him call my name

Sorry but I am
Unnecessary and
Isolated. I
Can't do this anymore.
I say goodbye and then I
Drink to the way out.
Everyone, I'm sorry, goodbye.

Being in
Love is
Only painful and
Overly sad so the only escape is
Death.

Roses
On my grave
Sorry but please
Everyone, don't cry, you never
Said you cared this much.



Yes, i was sad when I wrote this, No I didn't cut myself, yes I wanted to die at the time, no, i'm not going to kill myself, i love my friends and i'm not going to leave in such a selfish way just because of the pain of living


Ayala55
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