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Hey
You know, for a while now I've been looking up about Post Secrets. What this is, is a site where you can send postcards with a secret on to an address in Germantown, then this guy posts them onto the site. It's all anonymous, and some even get into his books!
Heres the website if anyone is interested - http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Anyway, I'm doing a project on it at college so I've been looking it up alot. I've joined the facebook fan page and I write on it quite a bit. It makes me feel better when I'm not keeping things secret from people, even if it is on the internet and I doubt anyone will pay attention to it. So, I've decided I'm going to post some secrets of me on here, not ones that can be used to stalk me or anything, but ones that I keep pent up inside and not even my mum knows most of them.
Ok... here goes I guess. <span id="test31028077">. . .</span><br/><div id="post31028077" style="display:none; margin-right:75px;">
1. I complain about my brother and his antics all the time, but sometimes he isn't that bad. He can be really fun to be around and a great laugh.
2. I'm scared that all of my friends are talking about me behind my back. Most of them do and I know they do, I'm told by my other mates, but I'm just afraid they all do it.
3. I'm paranoid of the silence, so I'm always talking or listening to music. If I'm left in a quiet room, I'll tap, hum, anything to make a noise.
4. I'm doing National Diploma in Photography at college, but I'm scared to take pictures of people in public. I'll do them in the studio and at home, but not on the street, I'm always scared someone is going to beat the s**t out of me for taking their picture.
5. When someone pisses me off, I mentally think about how I'm going to kill them, some of my ideas I write out in a fic using my OCs instead of the person.
6. My photography teacher makes me feel like dirt. He never compliments my work like he does the others, it's never good enough for him, that's all he says to me. Everytime he has a go at me, it makes me want to cry. I've gotten a conditional place for 2 universities and he doesn't think I'll get in, yet someone else got a conditional and he was congratulating her all day.
7. I wish Transformers were real, not because of the fact they are giant robots that turn into vehicles, but because if they were my team would be here and they'd beat the crap out of everyone who's made my life a living hell.
8. Every OC of mine has a part of me in it, be it in the background, their attitude or habits.
9. I write in this journel and in my online diary a lot, they are both set to public but I know nobody reads them.
10. I hate myself; my looks, habits, weight, everything. But I never show it. I'm scared that people will think I'm a whining little attention seeker if I say anything, but if I could change anything, I'd change everything, especially my hands and arms.
11. I have terrible eczema, and everytime someone looks at my hands with a discusted look it makes me want to run home and hide away in my room. It's one of the reasons I don't go out unless I have to.
12. I live in a dream world, because reality is cruel to those who dare to be different.
13. I might be asexual and a virgin, but I have no objections about talking about sex, so long as the other doesn't ramble on about how much they've done it with their boy/girlfriend.
14. I love recieving messages with compliments in, it makes me feel loved. When I write and upload to Fanfiction, everytime I recieve a review complimenting my fic, it makes me smile and think that I can do something right.
15. When a certian 'friend' talks to me, it's always her complaining about how her life is terrible. I never want to tell her, but I really don't give a s**t. She's always trying to better me, if I have a problem, she always has to have something that's even worse wrong, and personally, I think she's a stuffed up cow. I know her parents, her parents are really nice, but she shows off and acts all spoilt for attention.
I think that'll do. Why not share some of your secrets in a comment or a pm? I'll listen...
...oh who am I kidding? No one's reading this.
Sam.</div>
 MadSam123 · Sat Feb 27, 2010 @ 09:54pm · 0 Comments |
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