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so...i've been getting depressed lately...
when i'm at school...i kinda get depressed cuz well...i dont feel like i fit in like most people do
i'm kinda outcasted but i'm fine with being a nobody for my four years of high school neutral
i knew i'd get this way
all shy and what not
i like my high school cuz there are some friends i dont really wanna leave
and then there are somethings i want to do but i cant...
its weird...its not some sick sentence with a sick meaning tho lol
i'm just saying that...i wanna talk to someone...then i get the butterflies...get intimidated........and walk away...............
feels like i'm a little kid again
oh wow halloween is nxt week end and i hav nothing to be!!!!
what am i gonna be?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
maybe.........................i'll jus be a panda lol
so random
idk
i hate thinking about what i'm gonna be for halloween cuz then its way to much work to think about haha..................-______-............
soooooooooooooooooooo.....................................
yeah.....................
i hate this blaugh <------
it sickens me
the color makes me wanna puke cuz it looks jus like the medicine i used to take when i wuz a kid...........a sickly disgusting cherry flavor
my life isnt all bad tho
mrgreen
jus gotta smile to make people think life is great mrgreen
gotta fake it mrgreen