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I know this will sould silly but I just have to say this. I never want him to leave, I feel like crying whenever he leaves. I know I should square my shoulders, suck it up and think I WILL SEE HIM AGAIN SOON. I should but I don't, I just don't feel like I could. He lives me very much and I love him with all my heart. I alway love it when we are alone together. I feel so comfortable with him, with all the things that we do when we are together. I never want to be without him. I know I tell that I never want to get married but if he askes me I will not say no when we are older. I hate it when I am not with him, I feel like there is a piece of my soul missing and I only feel that the missing piece will come back to me is when I am with him. There is a force that is guiding me towards him, a force so strong that it could never be broken. I just feel so right when I am in his arms, when he is holding me close and telling me that he loves me. He tells me all this things that I have wanted to hear all my life but no one has ever said them to me. I feel as if I should tell him that he is mistaken but I can't fing the words. I just want to cry when he says these things to me, I have been hurt before by past boyfriends. I know he is different, more sensative to my feelings. I know we have argued about things before and I have said some things that he felt were wrong but we have stuck to it and have made it this far. I love him with all my heart. I never want to live my life without him. If I could I would just lay in his arms forever, his caressing me and kissing me. I feel so comfortable with him that you would think I have known him my whole life. I feel as if we have met before, in some other life time.

I feel in love the second he sent me that picture of him. He was so sweet the first time I met him. He did not try to hold me hand loke others would but he just walked beside me and talked to me as if I was and old friend. I hope that this feeling will last the rest of our lives, and if we do marry I hope that we will live hapily. I love him so much, his personality just put me at ease. I love the way he holds me and tells me all these nice things.