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Well, another day... o.O why do I never come in here when good things have happened? No wonder hardly anybody ever responds in here... who wants to listen to some depressed girls ramblings about random things that have gone wrong?

But, because this is my journal, and I honestly couldn't care less if people are getting sick of my rants, I trudge on. biggrin

Anyways... Today... was a mixed day... it had it's ups and downs, just like any other... Played a small prank on a friend over MSN... then... it came down to if we were to keep the joke, I was going to have to lie to my friend, well, more then I'd already bent the truth before. And... I just don't really like to do that. So, I came out and told them... then, the friend I'd pulled the prank with because upset with me because I'd told....

Idk... I was stuck between that rock and a hard place... and even know I'm not sure if my friend that a pulled the prank with is... happy with me? Idk... they were upset about me telling... and I can't help but be kinda... sad? I don't like it when people are upset with me... and this person's an important friend to me...

*sighs* Anyway, I'll shut up now... funny how if you read this thing you'd think I'm fairly good at expressing my feelings... but truth is I'm not... only way I can do any sort of thing like this is if I'm writing... and the words just seem to keep coming...