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*sighs* Not so good day.
Well, it's only 3 in the afternoon, and already I'm ready to just throw in the towel. I don't want to try and deal with anything else today. What I'd really like is to be able to go somewhere and just cry for a while. However, I'm stuck here at work, then afterwards I have to wait around to go to my ******** class. And, quite frankly, I prefer to go to my own room and hide in my bed when I want to cry, and today I won't be home until 8:30 at the earliest.

Times like this, I really hate my life. My head hurts, what friends are on IM and such aren't talking to me, and the person who might be able to make me feel better just logged out all of the sudden, so no talking to them. I'd really just like to put my head down and cry for a while... but I have phones to answer, and if anyone caught me then they'd want to know what was wrong, and I don't want to have to deal with any of them.

edit: It's 4 now... my head still hurts, a lot. I'm going to go home right after work... I can't do class with a headache like this. I'm feeling a little better now... but I'm still emotionally drained...






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Kayla-Kay Koala
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commentCommented on: Fri Dec 23, 2005 @ 05:17pm
I'm sorry sweetie. I wish things weren't so crappy all the time. We have the same feeling when we feel like crying....go to your room, crawl into bed, and ball like a baby....but do it quietly so no one asks "What's wrong?"


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 24, 2005 @ 06:32am
Thanks Kayla. ^.^ I'm feeling better now. Most of the time I'm okay. I'm not as depressed as I used to be in the past. But just every once and a while I have that day where I don't want to fight to stay happy. So I don't. *shrugs*

And yes! For some reason, when I'm upset I want someone who will come and talk to me and make me feel better... and yet at the same time I don't... because they're going to ask what's wrong, and I have a really hard time explaining my thought pattern and deeper feelings to people.

And a lot of times, when I do try and explain, people just don't get it. They see everything though their narrow little vision of thought, and don't expand out enough to see things the way I am. So it doesn't do me any good anyway.



Dark Night Angel
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