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Of myself.

Right now, I'm almost terrified of myself. I'm so angry, so pissed, that I'd like to do my little sister harm. I'd like to rip out her hair. Beat her black and blue. And... It scares me.

I'm not even mad for a good reason. It just always seems to be if I want to do something, but she doesn't, it goes her way. Every time.

It's times like these, where I hate her. So much. And I'd just like to hurt her.

It scares me.

Edit 1/8: Alrighty, so this entry probably scared people, it scares me when I feel like that. However, the times are few and far between. And I do not act upon them. I go back into my room, and proceed to slowly calm myself back down. Sometimes I throw things (stuffed animals)... when this happened, I just wrote my feelings out, and breathed deeply for a few minutes. The whole angry feelings lasted maybe an hour. Maybe. No way longer.