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im not in the greatest mood right now. very unhappy. i didnt go to gay prom. its cool tho. didnt really feel like going. grandpa is in rehab. you know, b/c he was in the hospitol...not b/c of drugs. some of my family came to visit. didnt really want to see them. whenever my dad is home he starts barking orders. telling me to do the dishes, vacume, wipe the counters, "..why are you sitting down?.." ect ect. that got irritating after a while. the other day my brother told me that my mom was talking to him. saying how she loves my dad but she wants to seperate. wtf? if you knew my parents you would think they were the last ppl to ever think about that. my dad doesnt know that she is thinking about this. ::sigh:: it really sucks. i dont want them to seperate. i just feel like it just cant be true. you know? its so unreal. like past the twilight zone. this is not happening...its not...
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