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it seems that when you love somebody and your sure that they feel the same about you, they just dissapear right in front of your eyes..when he'll just sit there and watch you cry your eyes out until you felt your going to puke..well, thats what happened to me..this person was my one and only stepdad...when my mother told me the breaking news, that they were splitting up i did something that i never thought i could really do... i cried..i cried and i cried until i felt that my eyes were going to fall out..and as i watched him walk out that door i knew that i can never look at him the same ever agian.. he did the same thing that my father before him did...he left me..and now whenever i see him i keep my distance..becuase he doesnt disserve my repect..and it hurt so much that i couldnt bear it...he shattered my heart to pieces...and im never going to forgive him...i've erased him from my life..and i dont need no daddy...because i cant stand going through the pain agian...never ever agian will i be humillyated, never ever will i shed tears agian..and every time i look at his picture i think of the good times that i had with him...and remember that i could never do that agian...