i miss him
well, after the past 2 days i got to talk to him.a little.he kept on going on brb..and his brb's took a really long time.and it kept on happening and happening and it made me feel worse and worse. it made me worried, mad, hurt, sad, and soo depressed. the one day he kept on going on brb, then yesterday he was on brb for 2 hours. he was surprised when he saw that i was still online. waiting and waiting and waiting.. for 2 hours..for him. but thats really nothing. sometimes i wait all day long for him. hoping that he'll turn up soon. and i always remind myself how great it'll be to talk to him again. i love talking to him. he is the voice that makes everything seem like it never existed. i love it. i love him. well, today he has work. and this time i know that waiting all day won't work cuz at my time zone, he comes back kinda late. plus tonight i might be going to the movies or something. to see that one movie Blades of Glory or something..it seems pretty funny so i'll enjoy myself. if my mom is good to go tonight. but when i get back i'll go right back on to see if my baby is on or not. if he is than that would make my night. and if he isn't then i could defidently understand why. i mean, id be totally exhuasted if i had to go to school then go to work. my baby works really hard and diserves his rest. ^_^ but i will still think about him and miss him all the time between.
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