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Nothing i do
is ever, or will ever
be good enough for you,
will it?

no mater what efforts i take,
to try to ignore your hostility,
you always find a way,
to make me hate you.

i've been nothing but nice,
but you dont see it,
because you are a blind,
selfish little b***h.

i do whatever you want,
i work for you with no pay,
i help you whenever you need it,
and all i get in return is suffering.

you always drag me into a conflict,
you pick on me because you can,
you say that i disrespect you,
when all im doing is trying to cope with your stupidity.

you insult me, you put me through hell,
your always harrassing me with your words,
you drive me insane,
and i cant live like this anymore.

i dont want this,
i dont want you in my life,
i want you to go away,
and never appear again.

i want you gone,
away from me,
i want to know
what peace is like here.

you make my life worse than it is,
your the reason im doing worse acadamically,
your always going to be an enemy to me,
despite what i may or may not do.

you claim that you love me,
that you want whats the best for me,
but that is another one of your lies,
because if you did, you'd be gone.

you dictate my life,
and i refuse to bear it any longer,
i dont want you to exist in my life anymore,
you only make things harder.

i want you to go,
because i truely, deeply hate you.