alright, i admit it,
i am afraid.
i am afraid,
that im scaring you,
that ill drive you away,
that ill hurt you.
im afraid to do anything,
because i dont know what to do,
at all,
and im afraid ill mess up.
im afraid,
that if i lower the barriers that ive built around my mind for years,
that i will weaken too much, and that ill get hurt,
or worse, that you will.
im afraid that ill change,
that ill never be the same,
im afraid that ill make you run away,
that you hate me.
im afraid,
to meet you again,
after such a long time,
of being away from you.
im afraid
that you will dissapear,
that im not good enough,
im afraid of what may happen to you.
im afraid that after you know me for who i am,
that youll abandon me.
i love you,
but im afraid to tell you.
i am afraid.
i am afraid,
that im scaring you,
that ill drive you away,
that ill hurt you.
im afraid to do anything,
because i dont know what to do,
at all,
and im afraid ill mess up.
im afraid,
that if i lower the barriers that ive built around my mind for years,
that i will weaken too much, and that ill get hurt,
or worse, that you will.
im afraid that ill change,
that ill never be the same,
im afraid that ill make you run away,
that you hate me.
im afraid,
to meet you again,
after such a long time,
of being away from you.
im afraid
that you will dissapear,
that im not good enough,
im afraid of what may happen to you.
im afraid that after you know me for who i am,
that youll abandon me.
i love you,
but im afraid to tell you.
