What am I really? What am I even going to do? Can I do what I want to do? Am I even able to touch the hearts of others? Can I even make things shine brighter than anything in the world? What can I do?In my whole life, there was only one thing I ever really wanted. All I wanted was to see smiles, to see the light, to able to make the heart fly. I want to see, no, to make a feeling so happy that you can't help but smile. To feel like you can do anything, and fly high above the sky. That's my only wish.
But the real question to me is, can I even do this? Eveyday I worry, I wonder, I hope to able to do so. But yet, I feel like I make a fool of myself. Is there really a point to do this? I can't get anything out of this. I can't even make the ones I care laugh. I can't make it shine. I can't do this. But I want it so bad.
Where is the laugh? Where is the smile? Where is the joy? Where is the warmth in the heart? Where is it all? Where have it gone?
Is this my path? Is this where I belong? Or did I force myself here?
