I'm in the most horrid of moods.. As some one put it.. I think I'm "Emotionally Overwhelmed" It's horriable.. I feel like falling down.. And just crying. Crying my ******** eyes out like a little girl.
I've had such an awful week... I'm not fishing for pity or anything.. But.. Ech.
One of the biggest things is I really don't have anything to be upset over.. Yet I'm still very upset.. So It's like a ******** vicious cycle. It comes in one end -- out the other, Heading straight back to the beggining.
Mother ********.
I'm just.. Ech. I want to explode. I honestly do -- I've been snapping at people so easily. I freaked out on my mom today -- I feel real bad about it.. I really shouldn't have -- She just asked me to pack my bag to go to my grandmother's house for the weekend.. But I just snapped. I snapped when my grandmother called me -- She woke me up.. That's all she did.. she's not at fault. I've pissed off my friend Lucy -- She said something, and I just pointed out every little flaw in what she said.. ********. Im only making things worse. I'm just being such an a*****e for no reason. I hate my mood.
I need exitement. I need hope.. I need to get all this junk out into the open.
******** this -- I'm gonna start using my journel for more than pushing my art or my ******** charity.
In conclusion.. I deserve a large "******** you."
I've had such an awful week... I'm not fishing for pity or anything.. But.. Ech.
One of the biggest things is I really don't have anything to be upset over.. Yet I'm still very upset.. So It's like a ******** vicious cycle. It comes in one end -- out the other, Heading straight back to the beggining.
Mother ********.
I'm just.. Ech. I want to explode. I honestly do -- I've been snapping at people so easily. I freaked out on my mom today -- I feel real bad about it.. I really shouldn't have -- She just asked me to pack my bag to go to my grandmother's house for the weekend.. But I just snapped. I snapped when my grandmother called me -- She woke me up.. That's all she did.. she's not at fault. I've pissed off my friend Lucy -- She said something, and I just pointed out every little flaw in what she said.. ********. Im only making things worse. I'm just being such an a*****e for no reason. I hate my mood.
I need exitement. I need hope.. I need to get all this junk out into the open.
******** this -- I'm gonna start using my journel for more than pushing my art or my ******** charity.
In conclusion.. I deserve a large "******** you."
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