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Yesterday I let her know how I feel... Wow -- That is actually SUCH a huge weight off my shoulders.. I mean... Now I can talk without tripping over my words. She kindly said "No." She's got her own reasons though, and I can respect that. Nothing's different between us either, Well.. Except the fact that she known that I care for her, But most of the time that's just a comforting thing to know.

The only regret I had about it is.. I don't think she knows how I truely feel.. I talked to her over the phone -- And I'm really bad with words in real life.. It's a funny story. Goes like this:

Her: "Ech.. I'm not feeling to well tonight"
Me: "What can I do to make you feel any better ^^?"
Her: "Suprise me."
Me: "Heerrmm.. Well -- I guess I should. This seems like a good moment. I really like you... But.. In the more than just a friend way... Suprised?"
Her: "Ummm @.@;;"

It was pretty funny -- Anywhome.. I regret not being able to tell her how I truely feel about her.. Yet I don't want to seem all stalkerish and everything... But sometimes it's good just to get how you're feeling out.

So -- This is to you "Her."

The way I feel about you is not like I've felt about anyone else ever before.. You're not like any other girl I've met. I like you for 100% personality -- I think We've clicked from the first day I talked to you. You make me happy -- I can be having a down day and all it would take would be a phone conversation -- No, even an AIM conversation would make me feel better. I feel that you and I have some sort of.. subconcious bond -- So many things in our lives have happened to be similar, Maybe those events just change people in the same way -- Or maybe we've got some sort of subconcious spiritual bond. The way I feel about you is un-explainable really... I'm attracted to you no doubt -- But it's not like all the others. For you, There is little to no sexual attraction for me -- I'm attracted to you 100% because of your personality. You're so kind and caring -- You're exactly the kind of person I want to be around. I'm not going to use the "L" word.. Because I'm still very unsure what that is its self.. But -- I belive we definatly share some bond..

Well -- I just had to get that out.. 3nodding I hope none of this changes anything between us -- I really do.

/Endtransmission.

[Albert Wesker]
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Commented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 01:46pm


	Do not worry Amos, You'll find the right one someday~~~<3

Commented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 01:56pm


	Sir, you spelled surprised wrong.

Kitkat Bar 2.21
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Makai x Core
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Commented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 02:01pm


	Cute. Maybe she'll come to her sences and like you back, eh?

Commented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 09:10pm


	Now that "she" knows how you feel for her, I'm absolutely positive she won't make things awkward and change anything. Know that friendships can last and she won't leave you.

Romantica
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notanactiveuser
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Commented on: Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 09:51pm


	I don't tell people I like them, for fear that they will stop talking to me. I usually stop talking to them, though. Try to hate them, and such.

Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 12:20am


	+1

pidgezero_one
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HyperActiveMoose
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Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 12:49am


	Aww. ~<3 Good luck, Amos.

Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 02:41am


	May you get her yet amos, good luck. heart 4 U

Valendros
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Syndactyly
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Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 03:24am


	Love like that only comes once in a long while... it'd be a real bummer if she rejected you. I'm sure we all hope for the best. Good luck.

Commented on: Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 08:04am


	Well, my friend, it's good to get it off your chest. At least now it will be easier to talk to her, right? And hell, it's possible her feelings could develop into more than just friendship. You've decided to be open, yet you still won't tell everyone her name. Oh well, what do I care if no one else knows? ---Dante Rien---

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