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Thursday, June 29th. No longer @ home and missing you dearly
Right now I'm exactly 50 Kilometers north of my city, I'm at the camp where I usually spend my summers... Only this time I'm a counsiler. It's difficult to explain... It's like I've spent the past couple summers of my life acending a staircase... but I'm fineally at the top, I can walk around and do what I want... There's no limitations to where I can go... and I have a large amount of responsibility (Mind you, Once the kids come that is)...
This year it's a little more difficult... I'm far away from my girlfriend... I still have contact with her, Vai computer and telephone... But.. It's not the same as where in the city I would be spending a couple days @ her place a week... I miss her, I truely do... But you know what they've said time and time again... "Absense makes the heart grow fonder." This is true... I really do take for grantid the time I get to spend with her. She's truely an amazing person. She's made me feel things that I've never felt for anyone before, She's answered a large number of the questions that I've internaly been pondering "Is this real?" about...
It is real, It for sure is. I love her... Not just puppy love... I wouldn't complain if I had to spend the rest of my life with her.
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