Do I?
Maybe not...
Do I really?...
I really don't know....
I just don't get it...
My heart should answer this question....
But there is something stopping that answer
It's confusing my heart
Do I? or not?
I don't know.....
I want to hold on a little bit longer
But something pulled me back
I feel like I can't move
I try to reach for the answer
I try and try.....
The result was not even close
Part of me feel like it's dead
Another feels like it's close to death
I want to cry but can't
I feel like my eyes are dried up
Not a tear yet.....
Please tell me
Do I?
Should I?
Or this is never met to be?
I want it to be true
Not fake like last time
I don't want it to be a waste of time
I want to know now, not till it's too late
Is this just another small puppy love?
Or do I really do love him...
I just Don't know.
-Jenny
