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I'd like to just step back every once in a while, expirence life through your eyes, and see truth in your words.
******** It
Can't sit here anymore,
can't stand around waiting for the inevitable,
just can't,
can't be here all alone anymore.

******** it,
why wait?
Why do I need this depression?
******** it,
It's just not worth it.
It's just making me worthless.

Can't stand here and
wait for someone to break me
can't stand here anymore and feel
worthless.
This isn't worth it.
No, it's
pointless.

I'm tired of waiting,
tired of feeling alone
and tired of waiting for someone to
tell me that they love me
I'm just tired,
tired of falling in love
and being disappointed.

******** it,
why wait?
Why do I need this depression?
******** it,
It's just not worth it.
It's just making me worthless.

Everyone seems to be smiling,
then why is everyone saying goodbye?
Don't they know,
don't they know that I'm all
Alone?


******** it,
why wait?
Why do I need this depression? ******** it,
It's just not worth it.
It's just making this worthless.

I'm tired,
how much longer do I gotta wait?
How much longer do I have to
wait.
I'm tired of falling in love
and not being the one someone
cares about.

******** it,
everyone is leaving
me behind,
behind in the dark.
These memories are
dead,
and I,
I can't wait anymore.
******** it.
No one cares.

These doors are closed,
I don't want anyone.
I don't need anyone to break me anymore.

******** it,
why wait?
Why do I need this depression?
******** it,
It's just not worth it.
It's just making me worthless.

Stop saying your goodbyes,
it's just hurting me.
Stop smiling,
you never mean your smiles.
Stop lying,
I don't want to hear them!

******** it,
why do I care?
Why do I need this depression?
******** it,
It's just not worth it.
You are all just worthless!!


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