I am slowly fading...
watching the colors fade into nothing
but blackness. And nothing but
loneliness...
I am slowly dying,
feeling the heart constrict under
unhealthy pressures and old
habits.
And I am slowly loosing the sanity
that once taught me to look at the
world optimistically.
I am loosing the sanity that was
keeping me from dropping over the cold
edge and the end of life...
I am slowly fading
(so far...)
and feeling the heart die
(so long...)
And loosing the sanity..
(where did it go...?)
I am slowly
feeling the anger creep up
and I am slowly casting everyone out
for protection...
I'm slowly wanting out
(wanting in)
wanting gone!
Why can't I just say
******** it
and die without pain?
I am slowly...
slowly...
fading.
Dying.
Loosing everything that once seemed
so precious to me.
Where did it all go?
With a blink of an eye,
I turned this age,
this age in time that seems hardly priceless...,
With a blink of an eye,
I cast everyone out
and lost the place where I was alive...
For anyone to see,
the sanity is gone.
The life that once seemed so livable
just seems so
WORTHLESS!!
And I am slowly
hating myself
and slowly wanting to...
drop this pen
and drop this life.
I am just a number.
Who will miss me when I am gone,
anyways?
I'm a pitiful number.
A bar code,
if you please!
There's a bar code imprinted
on the skin,
somewhere so deep,
perhaps it's just on the
deep maroon fresh
flesh under the
skin.
See, I'm a number...
See if you care!
I dare you to
watch me fade,
and I dare you
to look into my eyes,
peer into the breaking heart
and see the heart slowly end!
I AM WORTHLESS!!!
(worthless)
See the sanity go!
See the sanity leave!
(So long...It's gone)
Drop the ******** pen,
end this poem!
I'm loosing the sanity!
I am slowly
DYING!
I want to die!!
Don't you see!
It's all gone!
(gone!)
Let it be over!
Let it end...
Let it slowly...
fade.
Disappear.
Die.
watching the colors fade into nothing
but blackness. And nothing but
loneliness...
I am slowly dying,
feeling the heart constrict under
unhealthy pressures and old
habits.
And I am slowly loosing the sanity
that once taught me to look at the
world optimistically.
I am loosing the sanity that was
keeping me from dropping over the cold
edge and the end of life...
I am slowly fading
(so far...)
and feeling the heart die
(so long...)
And loosing the sanity..
(where did it go...?)
I am slowly
feeling the anger creep up
and I am slowly casting everyone out
for protection...
I'm slowly wanting out
(wanting in)
wanting gone!
Why can't I just say
******** it
and die without pain?
I am slowly...
slowly...
fading.
Dying.
Loosing everything that once seemed
so precious to me.
Where did it all go?
With a blink of an eye,
I turned this age,
this age in time that seems hardly priceless...,
With a blink of an eye,
I cast everyone out
and lost the place where I was alive...
For anyone to see,
the sanity is gone.
The life that once seemed so livable
just seems so
WORTHLESS!!
And I am slowly
hating myself
and slowly wanting to...
drop this pen
and drop this life.
I am just a number.
Who will miss me when I am gone,
anyways?
I'm a pitiful number.
A bar code,
if you please!
There's a bar code imprinted
on the skin,
somewhere so deep,
perhaps it's just on the
deep maroon fresh
flesh under the
skin.
See, I'm a number...
See if you care!
I dare you to
watch me fade,
and I dare you
to look into my eyes,
peer into the breaking heart
and see the heart slowly end!
I AM WORTHLESS!!!
(worthless)
See the sanity go!
See the sanity leave!
(So long...It's gone)
Drop the ******** pen,
end this poem!
I'm loosing the sanity!
I am slowly
DYING!
I want to die!!
Don't you see!
It's all gone!
(gone!)
Let it be over!
Let it end...
Let it slowly...
fade.
Disappear.
Die.
