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so...life's been life
it sucks and its ok
its crap and its ok
it hates me but who doesnt
luck...ha...like i freaking hav it...
i'm rlly ticked...i chose a high school for...a reason...i shouldnt hav chosen it for
now i regret wanting to go there
i rather be a loner at louisville...no one rlly wants me at chaminade...
most of my friends are going there with there little groups and i'll be alone...or i'll make friends...but i'll hate it...
why cant people leave me alone when i'm sad or mad
thanx for caring u guys but i want to be alone! u guys wont get it...no one does
regret, sorrow, and death...thats wat the world is mostly made of
its stupid
everything is stupid
this year is so great...NOT
why do people act like JERKS and some act like stuck up ------ and some are ok and some are ok too
wow jus in a couple of months we'll say goodbye....well i already did with some but yeah GOODbye its not a goodbye...its jus a bye
goodbyes are nvr good...they're bad...
i'll jus say "later" or something...that doesnt sound as depressing
so i gave up thinking wrong and not cussing...wow its hard...especially when all this crap is being thrown at me (not seriously freaking crap u idiots)
ok sorry i'm mad...i hav a reason to but i dont feel like typing why and for some...its not wat u think...well...idk wat ur thinking but some of u people think rlly...wow idk
so...i'm not someone special with an exciting life
i'm a normal person with one of the crappiest lives out there
sure sure sure...i get everything i want...but its all out of pity
there's 1 thing i actually want...but...i thought i had it...but its gone...but watevr...
i'm eating dinner...its 9:30pm...
i'm gonna die!
ok i'm done
well...life is retarded, i'm idiotic, ur rlly unbelievable, they're jus there, and we're all jus wow...