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I was pretty good today...tried to focus on texting people and listening to music...and my soon to be pink streaked hair....
Till i saw him online and then....it just hit hard yaknow...
I mean i still love him...and right now i could care less about what he thinks of me...Cuz i don't want to hear from him...or try to talk to him...Not yet....
Maybe i should just give up on him...Which for me is hard..Because he seems so perfect. Yes i know he doesn't think that himself...But i think it..And im not even going to try doing the online dating thing either...Cuz it just makes things worse and i guess i finally realized it...
But im also not going to start looking either...I don't want to..i think for now whats best is to focus on school and friends....And thats it.
later...
 Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Tue Feb 17, 2009 @ 05:56am · 0 Comments |
