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Have you ever wanted something so bad that you..You just didn't know how to make it happen?
For me..its to stop cutting..to stop this bad habit, to stop hurting my parents and Travis...Myself...I've been thinking about it all weekend. How my uncle seeing the small cuts on the edge of my wrist..how he reacted. It was like a slap to the face. I finally learned my lesson. What I'm doing to myself is so wrong, yet so hard to just...Stop. Out of nowhere. But i have to. I can't destroy myself anymore than i already have..
My stomach, ankle, hips, shoulder, wrist, think of it..Ive cut it.
Im not sure how to not do it. But I'm going to. I have to. I want to. Its over. Me and the razor blade are no longer best friends.
thats all i got for tonight...
later.
 Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Mon Jun 22, 2009 @ 05:02am · 0 Comments |
