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The title of this entry is from JakII (if you didn't already know).

All hallows day was two days ago, and I went Trick-or-Treating with my best friend in the whole entire world!! (Shampoos_sis aka JJ, best person I've ever known, plus she owes me one muffin) Well, there's this person at my school (I'm not naming any names, in fear that this person may get their feelings hurt if they read this and no JJ you aren't this person but I think you'll know upon whom I'm about to speak of...) The moment the 31st (Halloween, duh) hit, this person kept asking me if I wanted to hang out with them. I had already planned spending my Halloween hanging out with JJ because last year I didn't! There's probably two things you should know about this person (whom is now known as 00), 00 is probably the most annoying person I have ever met (and if you think I'm just over reacting you can go ask ALL the people at my school and they'll most likely tell you the same thing.) Two, 00 can also be a really good friend, 00 would do almost anything for me if I only asked. Well, I ended up spending Halloween night with JJ and we got candy and the whole nine yards... so yesterday, the 1st of November, I see 00 at school and the first thing they ask me is, "So how was your Halloween." If you had have been there and heard the way 00 said that to me, you'd understand why I shot back, "It was the best Halloween I've ever had!" (I spend last Halloween with 00) Now, normally I am a really nice person, until you piss me off, then I'm not so nice. And nothing makes me more mad then when people blame me for them having a bad time. WHAT THE HELL AM I S'POSED TO DO ABOUT IT?!!! So, I go to my second class (my first class was this really cool feild trip thing, JJ and 00 where both there) and that goes well.... It wasn't until after my second class that my dying anger for 00 was resparked when some of 00's "friends" gave 00 their "I don't like this kind of candy so here you can have it" candy and 00 comes strutting into the room holding the candy up high in the air. It was one of those kinds of moments where you roll your eyes and wish you were in a different room and/or invisible... I can't even remember what 00 said to me (probably something about how great 00's other friends were) I only remember grunting and walking off thinking, "There's got to be somewhere I can hide..." Leaving 00 to talk to whom ever I was previously speaking with... I know what I did was rude and I probably could have been a little nicer about leaving the room, only if I didn't have that all voice in the back of my head screaming, "00'S ONLY GOING TO FOLLOW YOU INTO THE NEXT ROOM!!!" I hate it when that little voice is right.... Well, the whole day 00 was slowly getting on my nerves and by the end I wanted to kill 00 dead..... When I first met 00 I thought, "Hey! Maybe we can be friends!" Now after getting to know 00, all I can think is, "WHY ME?!!" You maybe be thinking, "You're only overly reacting," "You're not giving 00 a chance," but I've tried everything I can think of! I've tried ignoring all the things that annoy me about 00, I've tried thinking, "No, it's only me," I've tried looking beyond 00's quorks, now I'm at the conclusion that 00's friendship is more stressing then it's worth! 00 is also one of those people that think everybody is their friend, but the truth is, nobody likes them! 00 lies about everything!!! 00 will tell you something one week and the next it'll be something different! 00 is trying to be something they're not! I hate that more then anything else!!!! If you're not going to be yourself, don't effing bother!!! *sighs* Maybe, it's just me being a nag again and over reacting about something that doesn't deserve so much thought, but I've tried everything that I can think of making me feel like this towards 00 but nothing, NOTHING, helps.... I just want to walk up to 00 and tell them, "Look. I can't be your friend anymore, stop calling me, don't talk to me unless I talk to you, and don't tell people I know you because that makes them not like me!" BUT I CAN'T!!! No matter how much I WANT to say it, I just can't hurt 00's feelings... 00 thinks we are the best of friends... If there wasn't a law against it, 00 would disappear, if you catch me drift. JJ, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR NOT BEING LIKE 00!!! And thank you to all the people (JJ and my wonderful MGM mostly) that listen to my complaining!! You don't know how much it helps my stress levels!!! *hugs you all* And 00, if you're reading this and know that who I'm talking about is you.... I'm so sorry you had to find out this way... but hey! That's the way life goes and IT SUCKS TO BE YOU! mrgreen (yeah, yeah, that's harsh) *walks away*