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1.(No name)..It probably makes no sense.

How can it be
that i can not see
whatever it is
that you see in me.

How can it be
that i fall so easily
for someone i don't know
someone who doesn't know me.

Why can't you see
I don't want to be
without you
******** love me!

Why can't you see
i'm trying so hard to be
the right thing for you
do you even understand me?

2 Murte. (it means dead or death in spanish if you don't know)
Um i wrote this after a close friend of the family died about 3 years ago. I really miss him a lot. R.I.P Steve!

Climb in, to be laid to rest
Into the body sized tresure chest.
Listen as your friends walk by
All wondering why you had to die.
The pews are full of people
As you stare up at the steeple.
Your family starts to speak
About the times you were weak.
I guess as time went by
You just had to die.

3. This was written for one of the guys i really feaking like right nowww it also has no name.

Should I take a chance

make the risk

to be with you

or should I stop

now before things

go too far.

Do I love you?

Or is this my head

showing desperation?

No its true

I have feelings for you.

I wont lie

this feels right

it felt right before

yeah it did

so what

it feels better now

can't snap out of this

ive already gotten far

enough to make me happy

and keep me there

4 this was for the last guy i dated....idk why i still like it but i do...he made me happy..but he was always getting in to trouble so i broke up with him...plus he was 17...hehe..

I'm living on a never ending high.
And every smile adds to it.
happiness courses through me
just from thinking about that first time.
im not acting, im giving away the real me
cuz with you thats easier to do
than it is with others.
yet im too afraid to pick up
too scared to dial
though i want to hear your voice
i want you to add to that high some more
but im too scared
too unsure
too closed in by THEM
maybe in time i'll change..maybe..