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I just wish I could tell him how I feel. I want him to hold me and kiss me through out the day. When he is near it feels like I am on fire and the only thing that can cool me off is his touch. I want to be loved but yet I still feel like I should just run. He makes me so happy. I know he is not faking the looks that he gives me and the kisses, don't get me started on them. When I feel his touch I just want to burst into flames and crumble into ash. I don't know how to tell him. I know he will read this and be like, Is this for real? I love him but I can't be totally free with him. I just want to curl up with him for a few hours just sitting there looking at him, feeling his arms hold me close and his kisses steal me breath away.

I have never felt like this before, never in my short life. I need him so much that it burns. I want to run into his arms when he is near but I have to be wary, everyone is looking and I don't want to act like a fool infront of them. Together we are perfect, alone I am not whole. I need him beside me always. Let's just hope he does not take this the wrong way and freaks out. I don't know how to say this but I want him beside me for the rest of my life.