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Entry by: Keaga Inuzuka
Date: September 10th
Age: 12
Location: Leaf Village Gates/Path to Shadow Village

By the time Zerostsu had woken up everyone was already packed and anxious to get to the village ASAP and begin repairs. They all went ahead as I waited with Shunomaru for Zerostsu to awaken. I still can't believe Miyuki would do such a thing as to lose every bit on my trust and respect. Just yesterday she betrayed my very soul. I can't stand to look at her or even think about her for even a second. Just her scent alone infuriates me to the point of insanity. Part of me still cares for her safety. I guess that part of me is the only thing from keeping me from losing my mind. I don't want to hurt her. It's best this way, with us all leaving and her now staying in Konoha, I guess I can just keep in contact through letters. She can at least support us by keeping us informed on Itachi's last known locations and keeping the Hokage updated on the progress of the Shadow Village repairs. For now though it's best that we don't even come near each other. If she is at the gate I'm just going to continue moving and not even say goodbye to anybody. The longer I stay the greater the chance of me hurting her.
Zerostsu finally woke up and we walked to the gates, both deep in thought with Shunomaru walking between us. Zerostsu hadn't been with me when it happened but he knew my exact thoughts on what had happened and knew the rage that has been stuck inside me for so long wanted to use this as a way out. With him with me at least I can be a bit at ease knowing he's there to help me control my anger. We arrived at the gate and waiting for us was Tizona, Zirith, the Hokage, the Anbu squads, the construction crew and of coarse my family to say goodbye.
My family wished us all the best and bid us farewell. The Hokage had asked me and Zerostsu to keep in contact with him about our progress on the village. We agreed and as Tizona, Zirith and Zerostsu walked off I handed the Hokage a letter and asked him to give it to Miyuki and to send me any reports of Itachi's location through her. He understood the situation and agreed as I went to catch up with the others.
After giving a final wave to everybody we walked off, beginning our trip back, my third trip on this road total. I should have known she would show up at the last second though, I caught her scent as we left and although it was only for a brief time, I could feel the thirst for blood inside me trying to make its way out. This is definitely for the best, the farther away I am the easier it is to control my thoughts and actions.

It's been about 5 hours since we left Konoha now and there's not much to write about. Zerostsu seems to be doing fine with his wound. I hope I don't end up having to use any of the supplies I received from the hospital. Well Tizona and Zirith are very talkative this time around. They have been talking with the crew and other ninja as if they were really trying to get to know them. Considering they will be staying with us for quite some time I don't blame them. Zerostsu and I might as well do the same.

I'll write again once we arrive and start construction. For now its time to get to know some of the crew.

Cya later.





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