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Blessed Be

Blessed be the broken heart
That I ever so lovingly
Tore apart.
Blessed be your broken heart
That doesn’t understand
How to let me go.

This game of love
Is like chasing stars,
In a starless sky
It’s like wondering why
I refuse to cry

But now
Colors along with black
Smear
Theses tears all for you
My dear


He’s Mine:

The pain that’s behind
My apathetic eyes and
All the things I try to hide,
And although the matter won’t subside
You’ll always be by my side
Just let me be the one,
Who shows you how beautiful you really are
Despite what they say and despite all your scars
I always prayed for the day
I could hold you in my arms
And safely say, he’s finally mine…

I Stand Corrected

Under all my tears, I stand corrected.
I was never loved only neglected.
In puddles of blood, I lay unloved.
I was always certain you would stay.
No matter if the sky was gray.
I was wrong, but this wouldn't
Be the first time,
That what i thought was real
Was only a lie like me

I Need To know

I’ve done it once or twice before
And made a habit of it:
Letting the good
Walk out the door
But this time I think
The good isn’t so great
As I thought it was.
Are you as good as I thought you were?
I can’t help but to question
What you’re motives are
Tell me the truth,
Do love me for me?
Or do you love me for my reflection?
I need to know
I wont be broken, no
Not this time
Which of me do you love?
Me or the fake thing on the glass wall?
Both are now broken, to tiny bits,
Fractions of me.
Do you see what you did?
Do you see where I close I stand
To the razor? Its inches away
The only thing that’s real
Are chemicals inside me
And the blade on my skin
Are you as good as I thought you were?
I can’t help but to question
What you’re motives are
Tell me the truth,
Do love me for me?
Or do you love me for my reflection?
I need to know
Which of me do you love?
Me or the fake thing on the glass wall?
Both are now broken, to tiny bits,
Fractions of me.
Do you see what you did?
ALL OF THESE CUTS
DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU MADE ME DO?