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All this time drawing lines,
All this wasted time, time after time
Falling into the shadows.
It’s becoming a task
Just to breathe normally.
Screaming: get the ******** out of my head!
Praying: just help get through another day

All of these things that just shouldn’t be.
So just, diagnose me, control me
Find out what makes me tick.
Cross out the many lines I have drawn,
Erase the effort that I’ve made to keep you away.

Over and over you’re inside my mind
Bringing back all of my symptoms
I thought I had left behind.
And yet again I relapse
Here I am just trying to do anything
Just see a brighter side.
Some one please lend me a place to hide.
Though I know that it may never end.
I know that this will never end.
But just get the ******** out of my head!
Get the ******** out of my head!

Lord please give me a sign,
Maybe shine some light,
A little direction here,
To recognize the path I’m on,
Might not be the right one.
How can a stare seem so unfair?
Or cause me to loose it.
Just get the ******** out of my head!
All of these things just shouldn’t be
How can you control me?
Too much effort put into
Trying to breathe normally.

Cross out the many lines I have drawn,
Erase the effort that I’ve made to keep you away