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Well its the day before my birthday
kinda scary thinking about it
a year has already gone by
i'v grown (kinda in spirit not in height lol)
i've learned sooo many lessons from this year being my age
tomorrow's the big day...
no matter wat i'll always be a kid tho
cuz age doesnt matter as long as ur actions and watevr u do is still like a kid lol
but rlly...a year's gone by...so many memories pact into one...
this is my last birthday with all these friends...
some who i hav gained through this past year...and some i hav jus lost...
with all these memories it makes me feel as if...well...i'm gonna lose in life and get lost like in a maze that nvr ends...
forevr i will be lost in this so called destiny of mine
that is wat i think about right about now
wat if i dont make it in life
i've been thinking about a certain something i cant say here...
but because of that reason....its been distracting me with my studies...that's why i've been getting bad grades and now i'm afraid of failing...i rlly am...
its jus this subject that gets me so worried i jus wanna let it free and tell teh world but i jus cant...
maybe...starting tomorrow...i can be a better person
someone better...
someone whos worth being called a true friend
someone whos worth being called a great daughter or niece or aunt
i love my life...its jus i dislike my selfish and negative side...
i love evryone in my life..
but i could nvr show it...
so for my first wish on my candle of my birthday...i'll tell u...
i'm gonna wish to be a better person...

· Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments


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