I want to look
into your eyes, your dark
black eyes with care,
and believe you when you say
everything is
Okay.
I want to see you
next to me in the bleak
future someone has eagerly
prepared for me. In the future
I do not see myself in.
I want to believe you
when you say things,
but I can't. I find myself
lying to you everyday.
I look into your eyes
and lie straight
to your face and tell you
that I am alright
when really I am
dying inside.
I want to look straight into
your eyes and say everything
is okay. Like you say to me...
When I am smiling, I want
you to figure out that I am struggeling
in silence, trying to find my real purpouse.
I want you to
see the tears streaming
down my face and realize
that I am happy being
dead.
I want you to see that
Nothing is
Okay.
I want to see
my crimson eyes mix with your
gorgeous black eyes
and see that I love you
but nothing will ever
be okay...
I want you to look into
my eyes and say everything is okay
and believe it.
When the tears
fall, maybe you'll realize
I like to feel alone and
be by myself...
When I am alive and smiling,
I am dying. Falling deeper
into a abyss of darkness with
nothing but a blade to cut the wound deeper...
I want to look into your
eyes
and believe that I am wrong.
But will I ever
be? Can you prove me
Wrong?
Look into my wet eyes
and see that
nothing will
ever
be okay.
into your eyes, your dark
black eyes with care,
and believe you when you say
everything is
Okay.
I want to see you
next to me in the bleak
future someone has eagerly
prepared for me. In the future
I do not see myself in.
I want to believe you
when you say things,
but I can't. I find myself
lying to you everyday.
I look into your eyes
and lie straight
to your face and tell you
that I am alright
when really I am
dying inside.
I want to look straight into
your eyes and say everything
is okay. Like you say to me...
When I am smiling, I want
you to figure out that I am struggeling
in silence, trying to find my real purpouse.
I want you to
see the tears streaming
down my face and realize
that I am happy being
dead.
I want you to see that
Nothing is
Okay.
I want to see
my crimson eyes mix with your
gorgeous black eyes
and see that I love you
but nothing will ever
be okay...
I want you to look into
my eyes and say everything is okay
and believe it.
When the tears
fall, maybe you'll realize
I like to feel alone and
be by myself...
When I am alive and smiling,
I am dying. Falling deeper
into a abyss of darkness with
nothing but a blade to cut the wound deeper...
I want to look into your
eyes
and believe that I am wrong.
But will I ever
be? Can you prove me
Wrong?
Look into my wet eyes
and see that
nothing will
ever
be okay.
