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I've finally been able to do it. I have realized that neither of us were benefiting anymore from our relationship. It was not an act of anger or bitterness. I did not mean to betray him or myself. This was not because I could not fulfill my promise. I have kept my promise for over a year now, but after a conversation with my step-mother, I realized that I had nothing left to give. When you are in love, both have to give in and take out equally. We were both emotionally and mentally unstable. Too afraid to hurt each other to continue on. We only kissed once in two years of going out plus being engaged. So far I've not been able to remove my ring. I feel naked without it. I know you, my friends, have been hurt. You may have been there. You know how hard it is. I needed to write this down, to deal with the pain. . .


-Mollz